Saturday, November 25, 2006
Dear Diary,
The sec 3 level camp was one of the most memorable event in my 4 years of FMSS. My picture even made it to the year book even if was just me carrying chairs. And I remember this stupid game called Trust Fall where by u fall backwards and trust ur fren to catch you, scary sia, lucky I got good frens but I am sure seeing my fall would entertain them even more hmmm...
One very interesting thing happen during the camp. No No this didnt happen on me, fortunately or unfortunately. But apparently I Heard, I stress again ah " I HEARD " that one of my classmate
[ I shall not name who ] gave a Blow job to her good friend while we were away attending lecture.
OOOO my innocent ears and this sucks, the rest of us were trying so hard to stay awake at those boring leadership lectures and somewhere in the chalet there were 2 people happily blowing each other. How unfair *ahem
Well, you have to forgive the curiosity of the young to explore the birds and the bees.
The other memorable thing I remembered was one night, I forgot which night. It was after the evening Lecture and we were all walking up the slope back to our vilas.
I remember I was walking with Cassandra, talking, joking, laughing all the way up. I am still attached to Chrystal by the way, but somehow I am kinda attracted and fond of Cassandra, Yes she is the mysterious Girl I was talking about a few post back. I met her only this year when I got into Class 3A, never really knew she existed till then.
After sometime She seems to have this magnetic effect on me, the more I interact, the More Magnetise I am with respect to her. Shes this high spirited, bubbly, witty character and most of all seeing her laugh at my jokes just puts a smile on my face. Amazing. [ More about her to come in the nxt episode ]
Wait! But I shouldnt be thinking of such things! I am attached grrr.
On the same night the whole class was suppose to discuss about our little skit and so we ended up at one of the guys vilas. Didnt do much planning though, just talking and talking and more talking. Things became boring so I searched around for Cassandra, she just poped into my mind somehow hmmm. My search ended upstairs to a locked room where she and Daniel were having a chat, no suprise, they are good friends and seriously the whole planning thingy was boring. Thanks to my Thick Skin I kinda asked if I could join in, of course they didnt reject Duh, I am their friend after all. Think I was interrupting them though =p so sorry ><
We were chit-ing and chating, then all of a sudden I just grabbed a pillow, rest it on her lap and just lay my head on top of it.Indirectly resting on her lap la. Quite out of point but wtf, I did it anywae.
OMG power, didnt know I dared to do something like that. OMG I actually did that, seriously WOW.
I enjoyed it lehz, just laying there listening to her talk, so comfortable. Bit by bit trying to adjust my head nearer to her. Did she touch my hair? Hmmm maybe, I forgot. Wa that moment, that feeling, Wished that night didnt end. Missed it so much. My first time. Wonder what she was thinking when I did that, Wonder if she still remembers this. Anywae that night ended 15 minutes later when it was too late and time to go back to our respective vilas to sleep. What a Night. Cassandra hmmmmm, left a good impression.
The rest of the days left in the resort however werent so interesting, we had this DISC test and guess what? I am a HIGH I, that means I like to talk and socialise alot. Not suprising, I can talk alot ^^ but DO not forget about my sensitive and reserved side of me, Quite emo at times.
Anywae the journey back was mirror image of the trip there. I remember we were the last class to leave the resort and our bus got delayed like for an hour. During that time Ganesan Treated us to ICE CREAM wahahahaha. I am going to miss that place, dont know if I ever will see that place again. Then again that place is in my heart all this time so it aint going anywae for as long as I can remember.
*hope Cass doesnt mind me talking about her. She is special to me after all, will always be.
Pek OUT~!
Shut the Fuck up And listen -3:20 AM
Saturday, November 11, 2006
Dear Diary,
Been a long time since I pen something down or in this modern age keyboard? LoL
kk since u heard from me my 24 reasons of love, heres another 24 reasons of err Life?
1. Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile.
2. There are moments in life when you really miss someone that you want to pick them up from your dreams and hug them. Hope you dream of that someone.
3. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want in life.
4. May you have...Enough happiness to make you sweet
Enough trials to make you strong
Enough sorrow to keep you human
Enough hope to make you happy
And enough money to keep you comfortable.
5. When one door of happiness closes, another opens. But we often took so long at the closed door, that we don't see the one which has been opened for us.
6. The best kind of friend is the one you could sit on a sofa, slack with, never saying a word and then walk away feeling like that was the best conversation you've had.
7. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.
8. Always put yourself in other's shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably does hurt the person too.
9. A careless word may kindle a strife;
A cruel word may wreck a life
A timely word may level stress
A lovely word may heal and bless.
10. The beginning of love is to let those we love be perfectly themselves and not to twist them with our own image, otherwise we love only the reflection of ourselves we find in them.
11. The happiest people don't necessarily have the best of everything, they just make the most of everything that comes along the way.
12. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we should know how to be grateful for that gift.
13. It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.
14. Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched and those who have tried. For only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives.
15. Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, the romance and find out you still care for that person.
16. A sad thing about life is that when you meet someone who means a lot to you only to find out in the end that it was never bound to be and you just have to let go.
17. Love starts with a smile, develops with a kiss and ends with a tear.
18. Love comes to those who still hope even though they've been disappointed, to those who still believe even though they've been betrayed, need to love those who still love, even though they've been hurt before.
19. It hurts to love someone, and not to be loved in return but what is most painful is to love someone and never finds the courage to let the person know how you feel.
20. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past. You can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.
21. Never say goodbye when you still want to try;
Never give up when you still feel you can take it;
Never say you don't love that person anymore when you can't let go.
22. Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back. Don't expect love in return, just wait for it to grow in their hearts but if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours.
23. There are things you love to hear but you would never hear it from the person whom you would like to hear it from, but don't be deaf to hear it from the person who says it with his heart.
24. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life to the fullest so that when you die, you're smiling and everyone
around you is crying.
Hope u Like it ^^
Shut the Fuck up And listen -6:35 AM
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